Christmas time :)

I had almost forgotten how much I love Christmas time, untill I watched the old Christmas movies my mom tapped many years ago for me when I was little. How the Grinch Stole Christmas, Miricle on 34th Street, Rudolph, Frost the Snowman, the Little Drummer Boy, and another one about a bear. Christmas has somehow given me some hope. I've been feeling a bit better, laughing more, and even being more talkative and active. I have not, however, been sleeping well at all lately. I'm not sure if it has something to do with the fact that a certain someone has reappeared in my life for a moment, and now he's gone again. It's like he comes often enough to keep me hopefull that he will someday return to me fully.. I have a feeling he knows we are meant to be, but is still scared to try and is therefore making sure I will still be there when he comes back. Maybe this Christmas season will help him remember how he misses talking constantly and basically being best friends. We will see I guess :) and I always have lived by the saying "everything happens for a reason." Maybe I was meant to find happiness in the little things, like Cheerleading, and Christmas, and best friends. ♥ That's what I'm hoping anyway ♥