Just blew up at my parents and "gave attitude" ... i did but it wasnt that bad.. and im just in a bad, tired, miserable mood all the time. My mom said i should be happier.. i know i should be.. but i think im legit depressed.. ugh! everyone around me has been like this though. and i dont know how to fix it. i like having this blog to just put my feelings out there. and it's a lot easier to type things than write them.. however i do still keep a journal. i feel really disgusting today aswell because i ate McDonalds after a drama club field trip and it lowered my self esteem just a little bit.
I think i have a problem with over-thinking things like weight, what people think about me, love, even the simple things such as homework problems. i just need to get better...
i also apologize for being such a depressing blogger. however most of the time it's what im feeling that day and it helps me get it all out.
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